I wish he could live any longer
This is another chapter in my life.
I've been loosing my father, in 2008. It was the darkest time during 23 years I've lived. He passed away in 63 years old, two days after I graduated from Udayana University. I got the best graduated student with GPA 3.90 from 4.00. Was him proud to me? I thought so.
Can you imagine how hard to be left by a person who live with you as long as you're alive? I was just crying out loud on his bed, my body was covered by his blanket. Hoping that this isn't real. Did you know, on the day he passed away, in the morning, I talked to him personally about my future, about my working environment. But unfortunately he didn't have any longer time to teach me how to face a guy-problem.
I wished he could live any longer, to warn me that the last guy I dated with was the wrong one from the beginning. Should I sorry for this? I don't think so.
I think he reminds me from up above, that this must be ended, and I did.
I've been loosing my father, in 2008. It was the darkest time during 23 years I've lived. He passed away in 63 years old, two days after I graduated from Udayana University. I got the best graduated student with GPA 3.90 from 4.00. Was him proud to me? I thought so.
Can you imagine how hard to be left by a person who live with you as long as you're alive? I was just crying out loud on his bed, my body was covered by his blanket. Hoping that this isn't real. Did you know, on the day he passed away, in the morning, I talked to him personally about my future, about my working environment. But unfortunately he didn't have any longer time to teach me how to face a guy-problem.
I wished he could live any longer, to warn me that the last guy I dated with was the wrong one from the beginning. Should I sorry for this? I don't think so.
I think he reminds me from up above, that this must be ended, and I did.
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